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culturehandy
post Oct 2 2009, 07:40 AM
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(((((zoya)))))

(((((rudderless and friend)))))


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stargazer
post Oct 2 2009, 04:57 AM
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(((zoya)))

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zoya
post Oct 2 2009, 04:05 AM
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gt - oh don't worry, that's why I said "as luck would have it" - it just worked on it's own that the work thing is not going to happen. Keeping my ears open for any subcontractors who are looking, that's what I meant - but the bigger issue is that I went down that road in the first place. I always just think I'm being nice, and really I see in this situation I was just subconsciously going down that road of "buying" someone's affection, when clearly, I don't need to do. But now that I've kinda set the uh.. pace? parameters?, I feel I may have blown it. I should have just said "I don't know of anything, but I'll keep my ears open" at the beginning when he asked if I'd heard of any work, and left it at that. this is definitely more about ME than anything, lest you think I'm fretting over what a guy thinks... I just see this fucking pattern I thought I'd beaten, repeating itself. It's amazing how deep shit runs, ya know? Dunno if I've caught it early enough in this situation to change things on my end without changing the dynamic of where things go (or don't) bleh.
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girltrouble
post Oct 2 2009, 03:20 AM
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(((rudder)))

oh, z,

don't get him work. you don't want him in your work place. esp. if things go south.

((((zoya))))



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zoya
post Oct 2 2009, 02:58 AM
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(((rudderless)))

confession on a similar wavelength... I had told intended-boy-toy that I'd see about open positions for my employer, doing what I do - didn't think about the fact that I don't really know him that well and I know even less what his work ethic / capabilities are. As luck would have it, we are so incredibly busy right now that, while needing people badly, it's not a good time to bring them on, cause there's no time to train them - we just need to hammer through this next couple months with the staff we have. Rough, but it does make sense. So I referred him to a sub-contractor of ours who is trying to work him into their schedule, but it will be very minimal. I told him the disappointing news about my employer last night on an IM, and now am sitting here wondering if that's that. I know that someone being any kind of attracted has nothing to do with what I can do for them, but all the same, I'm on to thinking - "who else do I know in this field who might be looking that I can refer him to?" I know intellectually that if I find him work, it's probably LESS likely that the payoff will be him wanting to hang with me - and yet, I've already started to go down that road, and kind of (unintentionally) set parameters, and now I'm stuck with it. Somehow I always (even subconsciously) seem to go back to some version of that thing that it's taken me years to understand isn't true: that if I just work harder / do better things for them / am the nicest person around, I'll win someone's affection.

Fuck you mom and dad, years of aggressively dealing with my shit, and I still have come back to putting myself in this position. And I know from all those years of working on my shit, that it was all you, and you constantly raising the bar on what would win your love. And me working to prove to you I could do it, but it never being enough. So now I've painted myself into this corner again. Goddammit.
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humanist77
post Oct 1 2009, 11:46 PM
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lordy, i had a *burning* hot philosophy professor a couple summers ago..huge, gorgeous blue eyes and the face of Jared Leto, but more chiseled, and younger, taller and leaner, with chin length, dirty blonde hair and lots of facial scruff. He was SMOKIN'. And I'm certain he was aware of it-the first day of class, one of the first things he said to us was "Yes, I'm married, to a woman I love VERY much." If anything though, that probably drove the ladies even more wild for him....ahh, he loved to swing his head back subtly every couple minutes to flip his hair from his eyes. God, he was rockstar sexy.


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candycane_girl
post Oct 1 2009, 06:13 PM
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confession: I have a certain prof who is hot, hot, hot! I talked to him after class today (nothing important of course, I'll find any excuse to talk to him) and I think I started blushing. Oh lordy, he's so hot.
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freckleface7
post Oct 1 2009, 10:48 AM
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confession: I can never find the threads I need when I go to look them up bc I forget the wording.
example : the Dog Thread.

we adopted a new dog yesterday!!!!! ( & I'd like to post about it where it goes but uh..)

confession: I'm getting jitters the closer it is to going to a Planned Parenthood Open House & Focus Group this afternoon. my fear of rejection is high right now.


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raisingirl
post Oct 1 2009, 09:56 AM
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Awww, Ketto. Can you invite her over for dinner at your house or something?

I really really REALLY miss living alone.
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ketto
post Oct 1 2009, 08:23 AM
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I wish I was closer with my cousin. She's two years younger than me and the daughter of my uncle who passed away a few weeks ago. I always feel like I don't know what to say to her and I wish we could be friends.


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culturehandy
post Oct 1 2009, 08:12 AM
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despite counselling and such, I have no coping mechanisms the week I have my period.

I fear that I'm throwing my progress out the door.


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deschatsrouge
post Sep 30 2009, 02:17 PM
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My Asia professor is so boring, it's easier to have kinky sexual fantasies about him than to listen to his lectures. Did I mention he's old, paunchy, has male pattern baldness and married?


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period_monster
post Sep 30 2009, 08:03 AM
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I must confess that I sent e-man a friendly email this morning. I wish I could have stopped myself. At least I didn't confess to missing him or anything.
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culturehandy
post Sep 30 2009, 07:21 AM
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The woman beside me is licking and sucking on her teeth, I'm having such a difficult time concentrating, I just want to go and deck her. That is my confession.


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Persiflager
post Sep 30 2009, 05:20 AM
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I know! But this is far, far too deeply ingrained in my psyche to be extracted by any sort of logic.

I could be listening to a lecture by a north american Professor of English Literature, who's written more books on the language than I'm capable of reading and has much better grammar than me, and I'd still be thinking "ha! she said aluminum" and feeling superior.

Obviously, aluminium is an important literary concept......


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sybarite
post Sep 30 2009, 04:47 AM
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Oooh, them's fighting words Persi! Being from the US but having lived in Britain, you can believe I've had this debate several times. After all, there are more people living speaking North American English than British English... wink.gif
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Persiflager
post Sep 30 2009, 03:44 AM
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Confession: Deep in the prejudiced depths of my heart is an unshakeable conviction that only the English speak English properly. And when I say English, I really mean central England - none of these Yorkshire or Cornish dialects. And not the Midlands. Or most of London. We're basically talking about the Home Counties (minus Luton and Watford) plus Cambridge and Oxford. And minus anyone who speaks 'mockney'.

Essentially, the entire population of the rest of the world could agree on standardised English pronunciations, and I'd resist until I died still clutching P.G. Wodehouse and listening to Radio 3.


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culturehandy
post Sep 29 2009, 02:43 PM
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All I want to do is go home and get high then meditate (which leads to some cool ass shit). BUT I'm forcing myself to go for a run before I do anything.

Zoya, doooooooooooooooo it!!!!



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zoya
post Sep 29 2009, 03:47 AM
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I'm locked and loaded, got my finger on the trigger and the target in the crosshairs. Watch out, Mister 26 year old cute funny guy, you are so walking right into my clutches and you will have so much fun once you're in them. tongue.gif

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flanker_ji
post Sep 28 2009, 10:29 PM
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Confession: I'm too lazy to PM this...

RV, I've been in the state you're in, for different reasons. Having just an hour a week, over a year, of support from my therapist was amazingly helpful for taking the steps I needed to get reconnected with myself and get what I wanted out of life. I couldn't have gotten out of that ugly period of my life without her help, and I hope this gentle reminder gives you another option for coping to consider.


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