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entry Jun 20 2008, 10:45 PM
got laid off today.


******
a drift


i've felt for so long
like i've been drowning,
not waving.

i've felt
not so far, out to see,
but so far out to sea.

there's nothing out here,
there's no one out here,
out here there's just one thing

left to do,
to give in to the weight,
in my arms and legs.

left to do,
give in to the weight
of my situaton, my life.

left to do,
give in to the ocean
of weariness pulling,

left to do,
give over to the pain
of choices dragging,

left to do,
give in to the knowing
there is no rescue

not for me.
not out here,
with nothing

only a sea of more.
and i look up,
expecting nothing.

you don't end up
in places like this
without jumping...

and you don't go down
in places like this
without it raining

one
last
time


 
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